another tuesday =)

 

Assalamualaikum wbt

Hi. How are you? I’m doing fine. Alhamdulillah, hari ni dapat pergi jalan-jalan dengan papa mama. Makan nasi ayam di tempat favorite kami The Chicken Rice Shop di Suria Sabah KK. Tujuan jalan tadi sebenarnya untuk membeli hadiah sempena majlis tukar tukar hadiah di office mama. End up tidak terbeli ya. Haha. Lain yang dibeli. Well, biasalah perempuan kan memang begitu. Bila masuk mall, rambang mata. Semua mau dicuba, semua mau dibeli.

By the way, this Saturday I will be joining zoom meeting with dietitian for Asas Pemakanan Pesakit Buah Pinggang. I am kind of excited actually because I really want to know more about the exact diet for CKD patient. Well, before this I just follow my instinct and read more about diet through my doctor and books/online info. Now I have a chance to listen directly from dietitian, where I can ask any question related to my food intake.

I am tired because I walk a lot today. Suria sabah is a big mall for me but I do happy because I was exercising my legs instead of staying at home scrolling tiktok. Hehe. Cuaca hari ini pun alhamdulillah baik shj. Macam biasa petang hujan renyai renyai sikit. Ohya, tadi I bought cha tra mue’s green tea classic and supposedly dapat straw cute yang viral di tiktok tu but I didn’t get it. I forgot to ask the cashier. Rugi betul.

This 11^th is my bff’s birthday, Zela. I miss her so much. We haven’t meet almost 2 years maybe. I know she is busy and I don’t blame her. Hopefully this month dapat jumpa dia.

this is her yang pakai tudung hitam :)

That’s all from me. Bye!

Xoxo,

Ella gojes.

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majlis kawin for adik :)

 

Assalamualaikum wbt

Alhamdulillah masih diberi peluang untuk bernafas di muka bumi ini. Masih ada tempat tinggal, ada orang-orang yang tersayang depan mata, ada duit untuk membeli makanan yang sedap, boleh jalan-jalan ke sana ke mari, boleh driving, mata masih boleh berkedip, kaki tangan dan pancaindera masih ada. Alhamdulillah for everything. =)

Okay, for today I nak sembang pasal majlis perkahwinan. Not mine but my brother. InsyaAllah he will get married on 14 June 2025 and bagi pihak kami pula pada 5 July 2025. Mohon doakan segala urusan dipermudahkan ya. We satu family kind of excited because this is our first wedding to manage in our family.

There is a lot thing I need to consider with the budget. Fuhh, I’m telling you it’s not easy. Yes, we excited and happy to celebrate his wedding but also anxious and afraid if we are missing anything. Started with guests. This part pun already pening tau. Haha. I have to list out family members first from everywhere, from my father’s to my mother’s. and they are so many. From KK to Sandakan, Tawau, Sipitang, Indonesia. My parents’ family are quite big. Their origin is from Indonesia. So, many of my relatives are staying there as well. So yeah, kena jemput semua. Belum lagi sahabat handai papa mama dan pengantin. I bet ramai yang datang nanti.

Belum lagi part door gift. I was searching door gift in tiktok and shopee, to get the cheaper and pretty one. I was rambang mata you know. Everything looks so good. But we haven’t decided anything for the gift. The options are small towel, spoon/fork, candy, cookies, chocolates etc. hmmm still no decision. I need to check the budget as well. I just want to make it simple and convenient.

The most important thing is the venue. It’s not easy to find available hall for next year. Mostly all hall that we wanted are fully booked. So, we have to adjust the date and this January we are going to fight for this dewan called Dewan Wisma Wanita. Let the best win. And that’s gonna be us. Haha XD

So far these three are the most important thing to do first. The rest for example make up, dresses, pelamin decoration, food catering, invitation card etc. I will hold dulu.

Oh baju tema for our side semasa di majlis pihak perempuan is navy blue. Still not confirm yet but I think that colour suits us. My father had been already looked in online shops to find batik navy blue. Haha. Baju untuk majlis di pihak lelaki belum ada lagi. Hentam saja lah labu. Nanti ja decide. ;)

simple deco mcm ni pun dah lawo :)

Semoga segala urusan kami dipermudahkan. Amin. ^^

xoxo, 

Ella terpaling lawo 

Kakakku telah pergi

 Assalamualaikum wbt.

Baru sebentar tadi saya terima khabar berita tentang kakak sepupu saya. She was a breast cancer patient. Tepat jam 1.45 petang beliau meninggalkan kami. Pergi meninggalkan dunia ini. Allahuakbar. 

Arwah kak ani merupakan sepupu saya yang paling rapat. Kami membesar bersama. Semasa arwah belajar di politeknik KK dulu, arwah selalu singgah bermalam di rumah. Tiap kali balik kampung waktu raya, memang akan cari dan sembang sembang dengan arwah. Masakan arwah memang sedap. Selalu masakkan kami macam-macam. Dan kami hantu sushi. Haha. Every time dia outstation ke KK, we met up and confirm pergi sushi king. Her favourite is salmon, matcha ice cream. Wajib selfie tu. Ramai yang cakap muka kami serupa, macam adik beradik. Hehe. And I proud of that sebab arwah lawa dan baik sangat. :)

Actually pagi tadi sepupu2 dekat tawau sudah inform yang kondisi arwah agak kritikal, oxygen drop and kena pakai tiub oxygen tu lah for a while. Then doktor asked to meet her husband and told him she is in critical condition. Mama terus plan mahu fly ke tawau esok, bersama dengan uncle Kamal dan aunty sharifah. I planned wanna go too but later. Tiket flight memang mahal masa ni. I dunno why. 

Tapi apa kan daya. Allah lebih menyayangi arwah. Agak terkilan kerana tak sempat jumpa arwah di penghujung nyawanya. Allahuakbar allahuakbar allahuakbar. Air mata berjurai jatuh sampai tersedu-sedu. It's not easy. Tapi saya percaya inilah yang terbaik untuk kak ani. Biarlah arwah bertenang di sana. Dibebaskan daripada sakit ini, bebas dari kemo, bebas dari transfuse darah berliter2, bebas dari kepayahan bergerak etc. 

I redha. InsyaAllah. 

Innalillahi wainna ilaihi.

Al fatihah. 

Muliani Muhammad.

Time of death: 1.45pm (18 July 2024)

Xoxo,

Ella