Current food I love the most

 Assalamualaikum

Hi. Hello. It's 1.03 am and I still am not sleeping. Currently I have sleep trouble. So yeah here I am. 

So today I want to talk about my favourite food. I have this obsession on these foods. I love them so much. Maybe because I keep watching mukbang in instagram & YouTube. It makes me calm and happy. So, these are the pictures of my current fav food:

Hah. Amacam. Banyakkan makanan fav saya. Irresistable looks guys. Haha. Tapi seriously semua ni tak boleh makan banyak. Bahaya. I got health problem as well, so I need to be extra careful for everything I eat. But the healthy one is vietnamese spring roll. Super yummy yet healthy. Banyak sayur plus with udang fresh uols. Sedap sangat. Thanks to the cute sister yang jual sebab sudi deliver to my house. 

Anyway, tu ja lah hari ni. Mengantuk sudah. 

Goodnight!

Xoxo,

Ella gojes. 

What's new with me?

 Assalamualaikum.

Selamat pagi. Hi. It's Friday. Penghulu segala hari. Or orang putih selalu cakap TGIF. Hari Jumaat hari yang paling menggembirakan untuk semua orang. Alhamdulillah. 

Actually, sekarang saya sedang menjalani peperiksaan online SPA untuk jawatan C29. Penolong Pegawai Sains. Fuh, jawatan yang agak besar di situ. Alhamdulillah, dapat rezeki exam online. It's 50-50. Soalan agak tough juga untuk math section tadi. Well, high school was a long long time ago. SPM memang math A tapi after 10 years, erkk. Now sedang menunggu soalan english pula. Ada dua bahagian. Math & english part. Wish me luck!

I already resigned from my job, the purchasing one. I had too. It was a tough job. I thought I can hold it with the new system, new management but nah. I love that company, the staffs. But I guess the job is not for me. I tried my best but they still not satisfied with my work I guess. The moment they pushed me till I went home late and continue working in my room, I gave up. This is not what I want. Everyday I had this feeling of anxiety, worries, panic. Every morning I need to checked my company wsp group to make sure everything is okay, no complaints, no problem. It haunted me. I have no me time. Yah, that's why. 

I am jobless now. But I am happy. I can relax my mind, do nothing, sleep as much as I want. I did search for another job, just browsing. 

by the way, I was worried about this Corona Virus. It's getting bigger and bigger in the world. It spreads everywhere. That's why I was afraid to go anywhere right now and prefer using GrabFood to deliver my fav food. It's dangerous out there. Be extra careful. Wear mask, wash your hands often and keep 1m social distance. We can never see the virus through our keen eyes, so better careful now than sorry later. Pray for us and also pray for people in Beirut. They are suffering from the huge explosion. :(

That's all for today. Thanks.

Love,

ella kiyowo

2 weeks before rayaaaa

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah, hari ini ramadhan yang ke 16. Masih kita diberi peluang untuk berada di bulan yang mulia ini. Syukur ya Allah.

Well, since another two weeks we will be in bulan Syawal, hari raya pun semakin dekat, my mom and I planned next week to bake some kuih raya. We would like to try make kuih raya yang simple and easy to make. I will be the person in charge for cookies famous amos. Hah. Last year saya ada buat juga and it worked. So, InsyaAllah this year pun akan buat. Preparation baju raya not so much because we decided to use the old baju raya. Brown theme this year. =)

About my work, I hope to clear all those things next week. Semua order, payment, delivery kena settle by next week. I don't want to be disturbed during my 1 week Raya Holiday. Do not ever call or complain things to me during that time. I need my me time with my family. So, I will do my best next week to arrange everything in place and have fun during holiday.

I actually have been thinking of resigning from my current job. But with the advises from my father, he told me to hold your resign thoughts since now is difficult to find new job and MCO still going on. So, ya I have to suppress my thoughts towards my company for a while. It's not like I hate my boss. It is just I am afraid I cannot follow their new complicated system, created by new managers. The funny thing is balik-balik saya buat benda yang sama still ada seja yang salah. I dunno either I was the one that incompetent doing my job or what. Humm, still, I want to improve that. Ya Allah, please help me.

Give me some strength. And please mood raya, come to me. I want to be happy. Like the old me.

xoxo,
ella sprouse